LiliHanabi

Dear penpal, how are you? I want to keep things light-hearted here. Lots of things happened since my last journal entry I won't say too much but I feel old Right now I really miss my old self. where did she go? come back..... I used to be young, rational, and cheerful not many people out there talk about what life is like as a "real" working adult (am I already sounding depressive? you can ignore what I'm saying below if you want ^^') there are pressures at work and if you act too childish people will look down on you maybe I'm just overthinking things but I don't know where my feelings and emotions went and I feel old my head always feel like its in a daze advice to people out there please take care of yourselves but in my case its complicated because I have to forbear things and can't really complain and there are so many unspoken rules and......*kicks can across the street* there's no point thinking too much about things so I just have to take things easy ~ Welcome, my

Hi minna, a lot of things have changed since my last journal. I can see that I was walking the right path when I looked at what I've written in March. This spring I decided to sacrifice someone important to me. We understood these terms and decided to part each other for good. I cried a lot for 2 days. Luckily, I started working at two places during that spring so it kept my mind off of things. I was learning how to use Simply Accounting  from an old friend's parent, and I started working at a small lunch cafe   . Both of the people teaching me were close family friends so I was really grateful for all their support and guidance. The summ

Hi minna! How's the year treating you so far? Today was my university's Taiko performance. I am part of the Taiko society and am a drummer (and a backhand)   We did really good this time. In the previous shows we were not as prepared! At the club here I made a friend named Tina  she's a very nice, fun girl! When I forget to do something she reminds me what to do. I want to be better friends with her. But I hope she doesn't find me weird..... We sang as well   my mom and dad came to watch and I hope they liked it. The winter semester is coming to an end and then I have a few exams. I talked to a lot more people this year but I still ac